Okay!!! Semalam mmg lege

Haha nk tau knpe lege?... Sng je!!! Sbb aq luah kn segala Isi hati aq kt die!! Biar die sedar yg bertapa slh Nya die sbb ignore aq--" tpi aq putar belit kn ayt lh sbb kalau direct karang tkt lgi terok plak jdi nye*^

   So I told her that I totally did wrong and I'm apologizing which make me really low--"....haha I can't I just can't let her go yet at least I can't hate her that's all... So making her feeling guilty is maybe the only way for me to calm myself--" 

   I really wanna be her friend and ofcos no awkward moment with her is really awesome!! But for now let me hate her just for a while--"

   What am I saying sekejap nk ske sekejap nk mrh--"... Ape lh

Today's basket

Hey there... Again^^ 

   Regarding the title today's basket... Haha sebenarnye x de kaitan pon just nk Kate kn aq nie tengah stress so playing basket really calms me down... Mengharap Ade member join skali... Mmbe kacip lh sbb bley aq luah kn perasaan aq sambil maen

   Haha apa pon yes aq dh Milan Ade rase benci terhadap die... Tpi bkn sbb ape tpi sbb she's avoiding me... That's all... Ingt kn dh setel masalah aq ngan die hahh Mkn bertambah plak--"...

   Nk tau Mcm mane aq tau yg aq benci die? Well because I've been posting non stop on my fb wall about my feelings and all of them had something to do with her... I wrote all that so that she realise her mistake but now I realise that all I did was making it worse...

   Hmm so anyways I really want her to know that even thought I'm mad and totally gonna her... I still a guy who can easily forgives... So at least now I know u won't even talk to me and ofcos I'll be mad...

   Please forgive me because I'm who I am n I can't change that... Really playing basket really makes me thing clearly... Hey u yes u esok kalau biler dtg tau^^

            Basuketoboru yarouze^^

Sial lh Kau

Assalamualaikum... Ye Kau lh sape lgi... Eh bkn yg bce blog nie tau--" sorrry3... Kau yg Ade dlm hati aq nie ish:(...

 

   Haish bkn dh setel ke masalah kite? Apasal Kau nk tambah kn lgi masalah?... Kalau aq tegur tu x sob lr nk ignore wat donno!!! Menyampah lr sial--" 

   Aq skarang nie dh mle rase menyampah... Tpi tlg lh aq x nk ar rase nyampah cam ni... Kau mmg ske eh wat org cam ni? Kata nk jdi Kawan lh ape lh... Weh kalau kwn x de lh smpi nk ignore... At least tegur lh wehhh--"

 

                          Sial lh Kau!!!

I'm free

Hye... Eh korang pernah x rase yg ble perasaan cinta korang x diterima atau ditolak...korang rase Mcm life

Has no meaning anymore?

   

   Haha well nk tau x... Aq x rase Mcm tu pon^^... Act... Aq rase that I'm free from trouble... I'm free to do what ever I want...haha it's does hurt ble cinta kte x diterima kn... Tpi bare with it... Just thing that someone else better is waiting for us out there^^... And I am sure about that...

   So this Is my first ever expirience getting dump and next time I'm so gonna wait till I've finish my study^^...

   Hahaha weh nie blog aq lh x sangka aq tls hahahahXD thanks for reading^^

Aq syg Kau n aq nk jdi Kawan baek kau

Ehem!!!! Hmm hye everybody... We'll come nk ckp kt sni hehe pasal cite aq yg mmg mengarut giler lh kot--"... Tpi bgi aq cite nie sangat bermakna^^ 

Okay start eh...

  Hmm Ade seseorang yg aq telah jatuh cinta... Biase lh kn ble org jth cinta nie msti je nk takel lh ape lh--" well aq x ske wat sume tu... Bkn nk kate koya tpi a tkt sbb mnde tu slh... Hmm jdi nye aq smpn lh perasaan yg mmg pastinye aq x kn dpt dri die... Haha aq nie kms suke story kt org so haha mmg mmbe2 rapat aq sume tau psl mnde nie^^... Tpi Ade yg bgi nasihat kt aq kalau aq x bgi tau die nyesal aq nnti... Haha disbbkn aq nie x de pengalaman so akhirnya aq bgi lh tau die^^... Punye lh debar hati aq nie haish skip two beat tau><... Tpi ape yg lgiengejut kn aq adalah ble die Kate yg I'm always in a heart... 

   Huhh that was a surprise ... I act thought that I have hope but u also realize what I did was wrong... But I don't care n started to text her... Trying to know her...and we became so close

   But then she said to me we can only be friend... Well I don't care cause we are already friend... But then I make the biggest mistake of my life... I said that even so we are friend I still love her... So maybe that's the reason everythings is at it is T.T 

   Well why did I say that... I know I wasn't ready for a relationship but I still do it.. Well maybe I wanted her to know my real feelings so I said that^^ Huhh 

 

   Haha now everything are messed up... I apologize so many time n still she won't say a word to me... She is mad at me for being selfish n make my own decision... Well I'm still not sure but that is how I feel... She is trying to avoid me and I'm feeling so guilty of what I did that totally making our friendship unstable...

  

   Now I'm trying my hardest to stablize it back but without her help I can't... So kalau lh awk terbce cite nie kn... Sye nk mntk Maaf skali lgi n please don't make our friendship end like this... 

                       -THE END-

Hari rayer aidiladha

Huh pnt kot pi korban Lembu nie... Tp bersyukur dpt wat pengalaman bertambah... Ganas lmbu tuu haishh jek karang!!! Okay dh puas sembeleh mai study lak:p

FAMILY QUALITY TIME

Today gonna have family quality time together!!!! its been a while...cant wait gambang here i come!!!