Aq syg Kau n aq nk jdi Kawan baek kau

Ehem!!!! Hmm hye everybody... We'll come nk ckp kt sni hehe pasal cite aq yg mmg mengarut giler lh kot--"... Tpi bgi aq cite nie sangat bermakna^^ 

Okay start eh...

  Hmm Ade seseorang yg aq telah jatuh cinta... Biase lh kn ble org jth cinta nie msti je nk takel lh ape lh--" well aq x ske wat sume tu... Bkn nk kate koya tpi a tkt sbb mnde tu slh... Hmm jdi nye aq smpn lh perasaan yg mmg pastinye aq x kn dpt dri die... Haha aq nie kms suke story kt org so haha mmg mmbe2 rapat aq sume tau psl mnde nie^^... Tpi Ade yg bgi nasihat kt aq kalau aq x bgi tau die nyesal aq nnti... Haha disbbkn aq nie x de pengalaman so akhirnya aq bgi lh tau die^^... Punye lh debar hati aq nie haish skip two beat tau><... Tpi ape yg lgiengejut kn aq adalah ble die Kate yg I'm always in a heart... 

   Huhh that was a surprise ... I act thought that I have hope but u also realize what I did was wrong... But I don't care n started to text her... Trying to know her...and we became so close

   But then she said to me we can only be friend... Well I don't care cause we are already friend... But then I make the biggest mistake of my life... I said that even so we are friend I still love her... So maybe that's the reason everythings is at it is T.T 

   Well why did I say that... I know I wasn't ready for a relationship but I still do it.. Well maybe I wanted her to know my real feelings so I said that^^ Huhh 

 

   Haha now everything are messed up... I apologize so many time n still she won't say a word to me... She is mad at me for being selfish n make my own decision... Well I'm still not sure but that is how I feel... She is trying to avoid me and I'm feeling so guilty of what I did that totally making our friendship unstable...

  

   Now I'm trying my hardest to stablize it back but without her help I can't... So kalau lh awk terbce cite nie kn... Sye nk mntk Maaf skali lgi n please don't make our friendship end like this... 

                       -THE END-